Leaving behind....

y is it so difficult to move on...
y do v let anybody come into our life...become a part of our life...nd go like it doesnt matter anymore...i noe i sound heart-broken!! i m not... somebody told me... " ITS ABT TIME V DEICDE WOTS IMP IN OUR LIVES..." true... makes me think deeply... wotz important for me??? iz it a bunch of people??? till when will they b arnd????

Life is a solitary walk..... i l always b there fr u...arnd u...with u....by ur side....keep u happy... and all dat blop....these r just stupid phrases...HISTORY.... end of the day...when u look arnd u find nobody... read somewhere...."its time for planting a garden rather dan waiting for someone to get flowers"....these r ephemeral joys of our living up....nah..m not saying v ought to b saints and live a saintly life...but then "NVR LET UR HAPPINESS DEPEND ON ANYONE....."
itz only wot u achieve nd wt u r is all dat matters....nobody will ask u..who did wot...nd wot wnt wrong with ur life....ppl will ask u who r u????

all of us have behaved stupidly at some point of time....cried over stupid fights....ppl walking in and out of out lives....for some stupid decisions wich were our mistakes...v knew it...somwhere v r aware dat these decisions will bite us in d ass in future...bt nevertheless we still end up taking them......nd den wot do v do??? keep cribbing fr d rest of d life.... nah!! v r all humans... if v were so perfect life wud not b a bitch... ( oops!! cudnt find something better to write!!! )
when life handles us a bucket of shit... v have to decide how to deal with dat bucket of shit....

Bizzare Love Triangle....

Few words say it all... !!!!!


Every time I think of you
I feel shot right through with a bow of gloom
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like nobody should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll see the words that I can't say

Getting attached.....

Some people come into our lives....become a part of it....nd den just go away with the wind...nd v r nvr d same...v r like dat child whoz world of dreams has come to and end....i have seen ppl into and out of relationships so many times..... nd they r nvr d same afrt dat....it "cuts like a knife".... y become an integral part of somebdys life nd then just vanish like it doesnt matter anymore.... but itz useless placing blame on others when we r equally at fault...
there r some decisions in life wich r always wrong....somewhr at the back of our minds..it pricks...we noe v r not on d right track.. nd this will only give us pain in the future... but v still end up taking it...y ????? at dat moment v just keep ignoring our inner voice....nd when reality "bites "... how much v ignore it... it keeps cuming back... v noe v r paying for the wrong decision !!!!
world is full of people with different colours.... all in d same pack...but how many of them show their true colours...!!!
read somewhr..wot is pain...??? itz a gift dat v have willingly bestowed on ourselves.... v r always complaning abt the kind of life dat v live in... but who is to b blamed? iz it really life or us????

Good old days...

Getting a bit nostalgic...life has taken a semi-circle....( not full!! that would b exaggeration...)
all of us have become busy in our own lives....there was a time...when that special friend meant everything...not talking to that special friend one day meant forgetting something very important from our daily schedule...but of course we were kids then....now v r grown up adults.... with a very busy and hectic schedule....but that doesn't mean that v no longer care for that special friend...it just remains hidden....v think v'l call that special frd "tomorrow" to let them noe that they r always in our thoughts...but tomorrow goes and tomorrow comes.....nd that tomorrow never comes... !!!!d distance between us grows nd becomes suddenly we are miles apart....

Friends forever...togethr till the end..v promised...nothing wud go wrong ever....our cheerful music would never reverse its tune...!!! and all dat blop.... so wot is it now??? how have things changed so drastically in a few years??? all of us bcome buzy in our own lives...with no one to blame.... !!!!! nd den its nvr d same again.....End of the day... v have lost a frd..who was an integral part of our life...

Remember to always say what you mean....If you love someone, tell them......Don't be afraid to express yourself......Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.....Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.....Seize the day......Never have regrets, most importantly, stay close to your friends and family,for they have helped make you the person that you are today.!!!!!!

Bitchology....

When I stand up for
myself and my beliefs,
they call me a
bitch.

When I stand up for
those I love,
they call me a
bitch.

When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts
or do things my own way, they call me a
bitch.

Being a bitch
means I won't
compromise what's

in my heart.
It means I live my life
MY way.
It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.

When I refuse to
tolerate injustice and
speak against it, I am
defined as a
bitch.

The same thing happens when I take time for
myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish.


It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be.

I am outspoken,
opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!

So try to stomp on me,
try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me.
You won't succeed.

And if that makes me a bitch ,
so be it.
I embrace the title and
am proud to bear it.

of trees and towns...

In the Mojave desert one often comes across the notorious ghost towns: constructed near gold mines, they were abandoned once all the gold had been extracted from the earth. They played their part and it made no sense to continue to inhabit them.When we walk through a forest, we also see trees which - once they have played their part, fall down. But, unlike the ghost towns, what has happened? They have opened up space for light to penetrate, fertilize the soil, and their trunks are covered with new vegetation.Our old age will depend on the way in which we live. We can end up like a ghost town. Or like a generous tree, which continues to be important, even after it has fallen to the ground.

PAULO COHELO

random thots...

Be a limitless person and accept the universe as it is

If someone says this cannot be done...then it is his limitation..not yours....


In a world so plastic, with people so fake. here i find a refuge, the feeling of not being judged for what i feel or do. the feeling of nobody calling me shallow or deep or any of that. "don't judge me, if you dont know me fully" -mike tyson

Are we not formed, as notes of music are,
For one another, though dissimilar?


You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.


If i had a single flower for everytime i think about you, i could walk forever in my garden.

The more you can be comfortable with that state where things feel awkward and uncertain, the faster you will move past it.

Pursuit of hapiness...

well...i just watchd dis movie nd want to pen dwn something..dont noe wot..its a nice movie(ufcourse!!lolz)...it revolves around an unemployed young man nd how he struggles wid life to earn a living fr him nd his son afterhis wife leaves him....a nice movie aftr a long time..d best scene in d movie is wn d protagonist nd his son r on a basketball court nd den he luks at his son nd tells him " NVR LET ANYONE TELL YOU DAT YOU CANT DO SOMETHING..D PPL WHO TELL U DIS DONT WANT U TO DO IT..".... js touches sumthing doesnt it?? although i dont agree much wid d latter half but yes...y should nyone else b in a position to tell us dat u r not capable of doing sumthng??
bt lets c y wud ny1 else say dat?? datz primarily bcoz v give dem a reason to say it..bcoz v r constantly undrestimating ourselves...nd since v keep doing that thr is no reason y others will think highly of us....i heard dis in a workshop...IF I L NOT B FR MYSELF..DEN WHO WILL BE FOR ME??? hw true is it...?? our brain does xactly what v keep telling it...if u think u can...u can...if u think u cant...u cant..right??? hw importnt it is to understand urself..b4 u expect others to understand u isnt it???

you...

You gave me life...
when no one was there
you gave me hope...
when no one would care
you gave me strength...
when i was weak
you gave me love...
only u could keep
you gave me warmth...
when i was cold
you gave me a chance...
and someone to hold
you healed my heart...
and cured my fears
you healed my scars ...
and wiped my tears
you gave me peace...
in a lifetime of war
you gave me everything...
why should i ask for more.....

nice one...

Just by the thought of you I find myself all sad again.

I've lost you, but also gained.

I know I must be grateful, but my soul is sad for you.

I'll remember you always for the good you have done, for the seed you have sown, for the faith you have given me and for the example you set.

Yet, I find myself all sad again, in my thoughts, in my joys.

My thoughts are closed, cause you don't look there anymore.

The season is over and I know I must be happy but the loss is too big and the pain too intense.

I need to tell you my new story, see your eyes, experience your smile

I just so much wish you could see the harvest of my life from the seeds you have sown!

Especially now, when it's full in harvest - I know your soul would have smiled. B

ut then again, although I'm sad - I know I'm glad - cause I know I've saved you. I'll rest my heart in that . .

Attitude..is a lil thing..bt makes a big diff!!

The good you find in others, is in you too.
The faults you find in others, are your faults as well.
After all, to recognize something you must know it.

The possibilities you see in others, are possible for you as well.
The beauty you see around you, is your beauty.

The world around you is a reflection, a mirror showing you the person you are.
To change your world, you must change yourself.
To blame and complain will only make matters worse.

Whatever you care about, is your responsibility.
What you see in others, shows you yourself.
See the best in others, and you will be your best.

Give to others, and you give to yourself.
Appreciate beauty, and you will be beautiful.
Admire creativity, and you will be creative.

Love, and you will be loved.
Seek to understand, and you will be understood.
Listen, and your voice will be heard.
Teach, and you will learn.
Show your best face to the mirror,
And you'll be happy with the face looking back at you...

NOBODY

'm a Nobody

Does it matter who I am?
Or whether I exist?
Sometimes I melt into nothingness
And there's no trace of me...
Unless you really care to know
Where I am and how I'm doing.

Is it a facade?
An act put up to seek attention?
Nah - it's not attention that I crave.
Just someone who genuinely cares for me.
Someone who sincerely understands me.
As opposed to friends who drop in and out of my life.

But perhaps - I ask too much.
In recent years, I've tried not to expect anything.
It's been extremely difficult. Almost impossible.
And I haven't always succeeded.
But I can honestly say that I've sincerely tried to keep my expectations to a minimum.

Empty though. Just when I think I've worked things out...
It appears like I've got it all wrong.
Back to the drawing board princessse. This ain't it.
It's something else. It takes something else to keep a friend in life.
It takes more than minimal expectations.
More than love, genuineness, sincerity, understanding, a happy healthy friendship, honesty, and all those intricate ingredients that our closest relationships deserve.

But alas - there's no such thing as common courtesy.
No such thing as 'human' or empathy.
No such thing as concern for anyone other than oneself.
No worry in the world that our actions may have hurt someone else's feelings.
There's only ONE thing that the world understands universally.
ME.

It's a Shallow. Hollow. Empty feeling.

I've failed.

A dot is all I am.

.

Unless....

My visual dna....

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Friendship????

You say u r my frd..
do u really mean it??
u said this faith would never end..
but dats not how i c it..

its a faith dat binds two souls
not one dat chokes our spirits
a special meaning for me it holds
how come u dont feel it??

it took time to build wht you and i did share
now u say itz all frace..
u think its fair???
i reached fr u when i wz lonely
but u wer never thr

did you evr stop to ask if dat smile was real??
dis you ever ask exactly how i feel??
i guess it was my mistake
may be i asked for too much..

makes me wonder
do u noe me????
do u really care????

importance of innocence.....

i dont rili have nythn to do....read..m supposed 2 be doin a lot of things which i dont feel like doin...i was reading paulo cohelos book "Like the flowing river"...came across a poem....midblowing....y do ppl change???
y do ppl try to mask their personality??? y try to show d world u r dis when u r actually not???
isnt it btr to b hated for wht u r than to b loved for wht you r not????

i think this is nt goin newwhr..i l write d poem now...t says it all i guess....

Because it had lived itz life intensely
the parched grass still attracts the attention of the passer-by..
The flowers merely flower...
and they do this as well as they can...
The white lily,blooming unseen in the valley,
does not need to explain itself to anyone;
It lives merely for beauty.
Men however cannot accept that "merely"....


if tomatoes wanted to be melons,
they would look completely ridiculous,
I am always amazed,
that so many people are concerned
with wanting to b what they are not;
what's the point of making yourself look ridiculous???


You dont always have to pretend to b strong,
there's no need to prove all the time that everything is goin well.
you shouldnt be concerned about what other people are thinking,
cry if you need to,
it's good to cry out all your tears,
Because only then will you be able to smile again.....