Wednesday, April 25, 2007
you...
when no one was there
you gave me hope...
when no one would care
you gave me strength...
when i was weak
you gave me love...
only u could keep
you gave me warmth...
when i was cold
you gave me a chance...
and someone to hold
you healed my heart...
and cured my fears
you healed my scars ...
and wiped my tears
you gave me peace...
in a lifetime of war
you gave me everything...
why should i ask for more.....
Thursday, April 19, 2007
nice one...
Just by the thought of you I find myself all sad again.
I've lost you, but also gained.
I know I must be grateful, but my soul is sad for you.
I'll remember you always for the good you have done, for the seed you have sown, for the faith you have given me and for the example you set.
Yet, I find myself all sad again, in my thoughts, in my joys.
My thoughts are closed, cause you don't look there anymore.
The season is over and I know I must be happy but the loss is too big and the pain too intense.
I need to tell you my new story, see your eyes, experience your smile
I just so much wish you could see the harvest of my life from the seeds you have sown!
Especially now, when it's full in harvest - I know your soul would have smiled. B
ut then again, although I'm sad - I know I'm glad - cause I know I've saved you. I'll rest my heart in that . .
Attitude..is a lil thing..bt makes a big diff!!
The faults you find in others, are your faults as well.
After all, to recognize something you must know it.
The possibilities you see in others, are possible for you as well.
The beauty you see around you, is your beauty.
The world around you is a reflection, a mirror showing you the person you are.
To change your world, you must change yourself.
To blame and complain will only make matters worse.
Whatever you care about, is your responsibility.
What you see in others, shows you yourself.
See the best in others, and you will be your best.
Give to others, and you give to yourself.
Appreciate beauty, and you will be beautiful.
Admire creativity, and you will be creative.
Love, and you will be loved.
Seek to understand, and you will be understood.
Listen, and your voice will be heard.
Teach, and you will learn.
Show your best face to the mirror,
And you'll be happy with the face looking back at you...
Thursday, April 05, 2007
NOBODY

'm a Nobody
Or whether I exist?
Sometimes I melt into nothingness
And there's no trace of me...
Unless you really care to know
Where I am and how I'm doing.
Is it a facade?
An act put up to seek attention?
Nah - it's not attention that I crave.
Just someone who genuinely cares for me.
Someone who sincerely understands me.
As opposed to friends who drop in and out of my life.
But perhaps - I ask too much.
In recent years, I've tried not to expect anything.
It's been extremely difficult. Almost impossible.
And I haven't always succeeded.
But I can honestly say that I've sincerely tried to keep my expectations to a minimum.
Empty though. Just when I think I've worked things out...
It appears like I've got it all wrong.
Back to the drawing board princessse. This ain't it.
It's something else. It takes something else to keep a friend in life.
It takes more than minimal expectations.
More than love, genuineness, sincerity, understanding, a happy healthy friendship, honesty, and all those intricate ingredients that our closest relationships deserve.
But alas - there's no such thing as common courtesy.
No such thing as 'human' or empathy.
No such thing as concern for anyone other than oneself.
No worry in the world that our actions may have hurt someone else's feelings.
There's only ONE thing that the world understands universally.
ME.
It's a Shallow. Hollow. Empty feeling.
I've failed.
A dot is all I am.
.
Unless....