musings of an empty mind...

the much awaited time has come... in two months i l be getting what i had always wanted...break free...bt what has happened to the hapiness?? i should be dancing with hapiness..is what sum ppl have told me..bt i cnt feel it...y i dunno....maybe its because of the parasite around me... the-leech-effect as i call it....vrything feels incomplete..i feel a desperate need of a portia to stop this sucking of blud business..its INSANE..bt most of all..its this helpless feeling that makes everybody go insane..... the human version of parasite is untolerable..

now its past two months whn i have got what i always wanted in life...m away...n happy...someone has said "ignorance is bliss " .....trust me...it is....m nt heartless....i do miss things back...bt the hapiness of not tolerating the parasite and being satisfied with the fact tht the parasite has momentarily stopped sucking blood is much more nd it nullifies everything to a large extent...a brother sister relationship is the purest form of a relationship..jus like a mother nd a son relationship....or mayb i thot so....!!! NO.... it is....!! it doesnt change because some alien parasite walks in nd says tht things on my planet dont work tht way....this is our earth nd things still remain the same...dont they??? only if parasites could be eliminated..the world would be a much better place to live in...